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[Friday
September 1st, 2006
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Yea so I have been MIA for quite a while now. Whats been up you ask?
Well, I've been working a lot. My dad is in Indiana working. I got my hair done, its black with pink tips. well, they aren't really pink anymore. But its still hot. I bought a comfy pair of Jim Beam pj pants. I got two new piercings about a month ago. Two vertical labrets. My sister in law steph is due around Oct. 31st... For those of you who know my brother.... Thats probably not a good sign!
P-Rat came home, but then left again, but now he's back. I am in the process of getting a new puppy. I should have him on Saturday! YAY! He's a 9wk old Boston Terrier. I will name him Giovanni. I want a Frenchie, but none of the pet stores had the color I want and I'm kinda wary about ordering one from a breeder. I will have one though and his name will be Don Vito Corleone.
I have started talking to a guy, Trent. I don't know exactly whats going on with this yet, but I'm just rolling with it. I've known him for a long time. He was a bartender at the club, and back then he HATED me. He wouldn't serve me or anything. But we are cool now. We hang out every week at the bar and usually end up talking until like 7am. Like I said, I'm not sure where this is gonna lead, but I'm open to see.
I don't really know how I feel about him just yet... I kinda like him, but I don't know... We'll see.
I went to NYC with Tiff last weekend. Good time. We had front row for Phantom, then we found this awesome little bar called Garvey's Pub. I want to live in that bar. The bartenders Eric and Michael were fabulous. Within 5 minutes of walking in they were giving us free drinks. I think I paid for maybe 4 drinks the entire weekend. Then this really effing hot guy in a suit named Huey, I think, may have been Louie...not sure, Anyways, he walked up to us and was talking to us and as we were conversing Eric just kept lining up shot after shot for us. SoCo and Lime. MMMMMM... Then we left. Two guys came back to the hotel to see me. one was pretty hot, so ya know... Anyways, the fucker stole my laptop. But I wasnt too pissed because it didn't work... HAHA. It wouldn't boot up at all after I tried to get my wireless pc card to work. It was free anyways. On Saturday, Tiff was way hungover and migrained and didn't get up till about 5pm. Then we drove into the city and walked around Central park. Then we ate at Tavern on the Green. It was pretty good. After that we returned to Garvey's because Eric and Suit Guy told us we'd better be there. More free shots and drinks... Then we went back to the hotel and drove home on Sunday. It was fun. We are going back in October probably.
I really don't know of anything else to write about... I met some new friends at the club. Brendan and Lauren. they are Cake!
Right now I'm at Tiff and Derik's. They are sleeping. Jay is playing the Godfather on XBOX. I'm doing laundry. ... I have a tattoo appointment tomorrow with Mike. More work on my back. I also got tattooed by AJ. I can't remember if I wrote about them or not. Its Calvin and Hobbes.
Last night at the bar, my friend Patrick and Lauren dared me to go up to this really weird creepy guy that was trying to dance with all these sluts but not succeeding and show him my boobs. So of course I did it. He almost fell off his barstool. It was fucking hilarious. Then I hid from him the rest of the night so he wouldn't stalk me.
Well I suppose thats really it... Until next time, whenever that may be... I love you all.
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| The best Sunday of my life! |
[Monday
July 17th, 2006
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Yea so the only thing I have to say right now is I MADE OUT WITH JIMMY FUCKING URINE last night. I went to the Mindless Self Indulgence concert with Maggie and Steph last night. We had a really good view from the balcony. After the show, Jimmy was making out with people, so naturally I wanted in on that. So Maggie and I fought our way down there and paid for our kisses. I got the full on tongue action going on, and he bit my lip. God he is so fucking hot! I have wanted to meet him for ever now, and not only did I, but I had his tongue in my mouth! HAHA. I am effing happy. Maggie and a crap load of other people made out with him too. I probably just contracted some type of std, but oh well. How many people can say they caught their std from a CELEBRITY? Let alone their FAVORITE one!? The show was fucking bad ass. They played all my favorite songs. Man that makes 2 lead singers from 2 of my favorite bands that I've kissed in less than a year. I'm on a fucking roll!
Well, thats all. I'm still in shock that I got to make out with him. I'm gonna go now. Later y'all.
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[Monday
July 10th, 2006
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Whats up kids? How was everyone's 4th? Yea so I'm a little late on that one.
I didn't do anything really. I went to Shawn's for a cook out and I was forced to play cornhole. God. Then I went home because I had to work at 7am the next morning. On Thursday I took the day off and my dad and I went to the BMV. I payed my fines, which I thought I had to pay $1350, but the lady gave me $425 back and said that part was already taken care of... I dont know, but hey, it was $425 back in my pocket. Then the lady told me she couldn't give me my reinstatement letter because the SR-22 wasn't filed yet. I was angry. So now I have to wait until that gets done before I can take the tests again... Soon, very soon...
Then I cleaned out my car. On Friday I went to work, but didn't feel like doing anything so I left and went shopping. I bought a new game for the 360, called Kameo something or other. I bought a shirt and a pair of boots from Hot Topic, a new eye shadow and mascara from Lancome, and a car smelly thing from Yankee Candle Co. Then I went back to work, because Larry asked me if I would work the desk for a little while.
Friday night I did absolutely nothing but play video games. Then I was off on Saturday, and I hung around and did nothing, then Tiff picked me up. We went to her place where Tiff, Derik, Jay and I played some spades. Yes, Jay actually hung out with me. I'm glad things are normal again. Then Jay left, and I talked them into going to the club for a while. It was Christina's 21st, so that was fun. I took her, her husband Robert, Frosty, Laura, Tiffani, Scottie the Hottie and one of Frosty's friends to Chuck and ordered a round of shots. I bought Derik a couple Smirnoff Ices, Tiff got a Chuck's Special and I did a Jager bomb. After all that, my tab was a whopping $13.75. Hahahah. I love Chuck. Then I hung out with Angel and she took me back to Tiff's.
Sunday I hung out at Tiffs, then we all went to Christopher Robin's house. Jay came too. We grilled out burgers and brats. It was good. Then they smoked a bunch of weed and we decided to play a game of well, I guess you could call it soccer. We had one of those big balls and We made two teams, me and Tiff and Derik and Chris. Jay was the ref. That was entertaining to say the least. Then we watched Law and Order and then went home. Now I'm at work.
So Tiff and I are planning a weekend trip to NYC. Probably at the end of next month, so we have time to save some money. It is going to be effing awesome. I called a Days Inn In North Bergen, NJ, which is about 3 miles from the city, and with my employee discount the room is only going to be like $70 plus tax. That is awesome, the regular rate is $149. Haha. I knew I worked here for a reason. Yea, so Michael, you should hang out with us when we go, and show us where the parties are!
Well, I'm outs for now. Later!
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| Been Awhile... |
[Friday
June 30th, 2006
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Well I haven't updated in like forever. Its been a strange month or so.
I don't have internet at home anymore. So now I have to go to the library when I can, which isn't often. Right now I am working the desk so thats how I'm on.
I started hanging out with an old friend from highscool again. He's fun. Lets see... What else...
I can't do summer quarter because due to the crappyness of my computer at home, I wasn't able to access a lot of things for my sociology class and my other online classes and so my GPA was too low, and they put a hold on my financial aid. So therefore my tuition wasn't paid for summer quarter. Now I have to talk to an advisor and get the hold lifted so I'll go in the fall I guess. I got an A in my math class though.
I have a car now! I bought my dad's Grand Prix. Now I have to make it to the BMV and register it, then get insurance and then I can go pay my fees and get the OK to take my tests again. Then I will have my license! Effing awesome!!!!! I am so fucking close!
My brother got married last week down at Hocking Hills. It was pretty bad ass. He and Steph got married in this cave like area with a waterfall. It was sweet. My dad got ordained and did the ceremony. Oh yea, and Steph is having a girl! I think they said her name is going to be Terra Linda or something. I can't remember. After the wedding we all went back to the cabin they rented and partied for a while. Then my dad and I left and picked up Steph's dog, Spike, and went home. I was watching him until they got back on Saturday.
Patrick got all upset that we brought Spike home, and I haven't seen him since. That was Wednesday June 21st. I don't think he's coming home! I'm sad. I think the neighbors took him in or something. I hope so, otherwise he's probably smashed by traffic. If they did I hope they like him and he's happy. I miss him though. P-Rat.
I didn't hear from Nick for about a month and he called me on Tuesday night at like 1am. I was sleeping. He called me on Wednesday and we went and hung out. First we went to Dockside Dolls and then we went to campus to mess around. We went to The Garden and I bought 3 Rob Rotten videos. I bought Porn of the Dead for my brother, Anal Swines (hahaha), and Fuck the System. Then we went to Nick's friends Aaron and Kyle's house. We ended up putting in Anal Swines. Its effing hilarious. I love Rob Rotten. His porn is great. Then we went home. We sat in my driveway for ever and did whatever... Then I went to sleep and went to work.
So last Friday I went to the club and some one put something in my drink. I blacked out around eleven. I only had 7 shots and 2 drinks the entire night. There is no way I would have blacked out and gotten that sick from that. When I woke up Saturday I had a busted lip, blood down the back of my leg, my left elbow was swollen and very bruised, my right arm was bruised, there was a bruise under my eye and my right thigh was bruised pretty bad. I had know idea what happened and I started calling people immediately. I was freaking out, when I got to work my boss asked what the hell happened to me and I told him I had no clue. He sent me home to calm down and figure out what happened. Finally I got ahold of people. Everyone asked how I got so drunk because I didn't drink hardly anything. They all said I must've gotten something put in my drink from the way I was acting, and I know for a fact that I didn't drink anything more than that because my tab was $14. I was with Angel all night and she said I didn't drink anything else. She told me that I fell in the parking lot and I also fell out of her truck. Also I know I got drugged because of how sick I was Saturday, Sunday and Monday. I've had it happen one other time and it felt the same way. It sucked balls. I was pissed about it. Fucking assholes.
So the girls at Dockside know who I am now. They all come and talk to me when I go in there. I love that place. I've only gone in like 3 times recently, but they remembered me. Thats funny. This time I didnt spend anything really. Nick and I had a couple drinks. I didn't buy any dances or give any girls money. Partly because it was amateur night and also because I wasn't really in the mood to get crazy. I usually only get dances from one girl, Justice, because she's really nice. And hot. Aspen is really hot too.
I bought some movies the other day. I bought Boiler Room, Dodgeball, the unrated version of Boondock Saints, American History X and the box set of the Godfather movies. I'm excited about that.
Well I think I'm done. For now. I may be back. If not, I am on the desk again on Monday, so I'll update and read and comment then!
Later!
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[Monday
June 5th, 2006
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So hows it goin? I've been gone a while.... It has been a crazy week to say the least.
Lets see. I'm not sure what I wrote about last time. Last weekend I went out to the bar with Angel. It was fun. No Amy! We were just hanging out with Dwayne and Chuck and this guy EJ, who we met up there, comes up to us and says to me, "Amy wants you to call her" Angel goes, "Why the fuck did you tell her we were here!?" So anyways I didn't call her, but I went out to get some money out of Angel's truck and saw that I had a voicemail. It was Amy. She said "Thanks for telling me you were going to the bar. I would have loved to have gone out since I'm sitting here at home. Okay whatever." Okay well first off, she's a big girl, if she wanted to go she knows where it is, and second, she had called me on Thursday and said, "We shouldn't go to the bar this weekend. I want to do something else, so we're not going." Um, excuse me, but I'll go if I want to, thanks. So yea she didn't come either. It was a good, drama-free night. We ended up staying at Dwayne's hotel.
Then I went to work. Monday I didn't do anything but work. Tuesday, my dad and I got into a HUGE fight. I ended up having Maggie come get me and we went and stayed at the hotel. We picked up Nick so he could hang out. There were some people I knew staying here too, so we all kinda hung out together for a while. Then, Nick decided to smoke, and since it was a non-smoking room he had to use a cup with water in it. Well he ended up knocking over the cup, and a little spilled onto his socks. He picks up the socks and Maggie goes, "Hey dry them in the microwave!" I knew she was going to say that, and I tried to stop her, but I was too late. So Nick puts his socks in the microwave and nukes them for 1 minute. They were still damp. So he decides to try 2 minutes. Yea, not a good idea... They effing burnt. It smelled so bad in there. It was fucking hilarious though. Then we all went to sleep.
Wednesday I went to Evolved, and AJ started my Calvin and Hobbes tattoo!!!! They are sweet. It was an awesome session. AJ is so effing hot. I think I have a little crush on him! He's adorable. And he likes guns... So that was fun. Then we ate at Charley's and went back to Maggie's. Then I had to go to class. Then we went back to Maggies. Then she took me to work.
Thursday I went to my house to grab some stuff, and found out my tax check finally came, so we went shopping. I bought some new clothes from Lane Bryant. I got these really cute goucho pants, a cute pink shirt, and 3 bras. The bras were buy 2 get 2 free, so I got one for Maggie. Then I bought Lancome make-up. I also got 2 new XBOX 360 games: Call of Duty 2 and Condemned: Criminal Origins. Both of them are fucking kick ass. I have been playing the shit out of them. Then we got attacked by the guys at the T-Mobile kiosk. The guy wanted me to upgrade my plan, and I argued with him for a while, so he offered to buy me whatever phone I wanted if I'd do it. So I did. Its only like $20 more a month, which is what I usually end up paying anyways. And the best part is both of my phones are activated. I have two numbers now. I'm a baller, yo. So the new phone is my "Dirrrrty" phone. Yes, with 4 'r's. It was free, so why not. Then a couple other kiosk guys attacked us. We got Starbucks, then went back to Maggie's.
Friday was awesome. We woke up, then I remembere'd that I didn't bring shoes to wear to Shawn's birthday party, so I wanted to go buy some. We went to DSW. I got this really cute pair of heels. They kinda look like stripper shoes. Then we went back to the mall because I had to tell the T-Mobile guys that my new phone wouldn't charge. They switched it out for me. Then we got our eyebrows done, and it hurt. But they are cute now. Then we went to Hot Topic because Maggie was looking for something to wear. I found a Boondock Saints hoodie that has the brothers on the front and the prayer on the back. It was on sale for like $5, so I bought it. I also got a Green Day shirt that says "Kiss Me, I'm Punk" for $5. And last we went to get our make-up done at Lancome for the party. It looked awesome. After that we decided to get some food so we went to Applebees for happy hour. I ordered an extra dirty Martini, but I ended up turning it into a Bloody Mary. It was just too strong for me at that time. It tasted good though. I like them really dirty. I love olives. I ate a sirloin, rare, with crab cakes. It was yummy. Then we went the the apartment till we went to Shawns.
Shawn's party was pretty fun. Tiff came out. They were playing cornhole. I hate cornhole. Who ever decided to call it that was an idiot. And I was soooo happy because Bill-E Medlin from North Olmstead came down!! That was awesome. He's one of Shawn's best friends. I haven't seen him since last April when Maggie, Shawn and I went to Cleveland for a concert. Bill is fabulous. He's got this little tiny mohawk. I have a picture of it, but I have to email it to myself. I'll post it later. Nothing really major happened, which is really surprising for a Shawn Smith party. Shawn and Dawg's friend Ryan came out, which was awesome. Ryan is the coolest cop I know. He is fucking hilarious. At like 3am we were all in the living room jamming out to old skool Beastie Boys and jumping around. It was funny. I bet the old people next door wanted to shoot us. Then everyone either left or was getting ready to crash, so we left. I talked Bill into coming back to Maggies, and we were laying on the couch kinda messing around, but then he passed out. It was funny. I got up and moved to the other couch. Then in the morning he woke up and said, "Did I pass out?" I said, Yea, and he goes, "Damnit! That sucks!" It made me laugh. Bill is one of my favorite people EVER. He's great. I didn't have to work, so Maggie dropped me off at home.
I took a nap and played Video games. Me and my dad are cool. He apologized for calling me a stupid cunt. Asshole. I didn't apologize for anything I said to him.
Thats about it I guess. If I remember anything I'll edit. Here's a picture from the party of Shawn, Amanda (aka Dawg) and Jason.
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[Friday
May 26th, 2006
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Well I'm sitting here at work, not really needing to be. I'm just hangin for a few extra hours sittin on the clock. Bob is here, so there is no reason for me to be here, but I'm 'helping with check-ins' haha. Riiight.
So still no word from Jay. I can't believe he's acting like this still. OH WELL. I am over it really. I don't really feel anything one way or the other when I think about him or whatever. I'll talk to him if he calls, I'm not going to be rude to him or anything.
I don't wanna be here... I got here at 7am. I also have to work at 7 tomorrow morning. Good times. Ugg.
Haha. I snuck out of my house Wednesday. Ha. Well, I didn't actually sneak out I guess, I just stole the car. I was sitting at home and I was playing some Tiger Woods '06 and Nick got online. I imed him to ask what he was doing Thursday afternoon, because I wanted him to go down to Evolved with me. He ended up asking me if I wanted to come over, so since my dad was passed out drunk I figured I could get away with taking the car. I went and picked him up, then we went down the road to this place his dad owns, with a picnic area and a pond and what not. (I don't know if his dad really owns it or not) We were going to start a fire but it started pouring down rain, so we just sat at one of the tables and hung out. It was a good destraction. Then we got around to the reason he really wanted me to hang out with him, and then I dropped him off and went home. My dad never woke up. hee hee. Nick is good times. I enjoy hanging out with him. Even if he is a mite odd sometimes... ;)
Amy called me yesterday and the judge didn't grant her the restraining order against Tom. Haha. She was all crying and stuff, don't get me wrong, he is a weirdo, but the main thing she's upset about is the fact that since she doesn't have the order he can go to the bar if he wants to. Thats what she was bawling about on the phone. How pathetic is that? I swear she needs to get a life. Who cares if he goes to the bar, just ignore him. She wants to hang out this weekend, but I don't think I'm going to. She only calls me on the weekends, doesn't answer or return my calls during the week, so eff her.
I am going in on Wednesday to start my Calvin and Hobbes tattoo with AJ!!!!!! I'm so excited. I went in on Thursday to see the drawing, and they are super cute. What I'm doing is having two scenes, one of them being mischievious and one being innocent. The mischievious is going on the left side of my chest and the other on the right. They will be AWESOME. I think I wrote about it already, but I don't remember.
I had really fucking good pizza today, from a place in Delaware called Amato's Woodfired Pizza. It was called The Hulk. It has Pesto, Mozzarella, Spinach, Green Olives, Green Onions, Green Peppers, Zucchini, and Artichoke Hearts on it. Oh man it was the best pizza I've ever had.
The new Breaking Benjamin song, "The Diary of Jane" is fucking fabulous. I've only heard it a couple times, but I love it. I also like the new Three Days Grace song "The Animal I've Become" or something like that. It's good too.
Well, I don't suppose I have much more to say, so I'm out yo!
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| CLARIFICATION!!! |
[Wednesday
May 24th, 2006
2:12pm] |
Okay I need to address some things from my last post that apparently weren't clear.
First when it comes to guys, I am not a typical female. Most of the involvement with guys I have is strictly friends with benefits, by my choosing. I rarely want more than that. That is the point I'm emphasizing here. There have been 3 people who I was actually interested in dating, and the friendship or whatever with them didn't start off on sexual intent. I don't just offer up sexual favors at the beginning if I want to date someone. I let them know that I like them, I'm not subtle about it. Why be? I will tell someone what I'm thinking. Also, just because I hook up with a guy doesn't mean I like them, I'm like a guy in that regard. I can fuck and forget too. Just because I'm a female doesn't mean I'm automatically going to get attached to every penis I encounter.
Second, this whole situation I'm in now. When I made that last post I was depressed, and now that I've had some time to think about it, I feel a little differently. The main point I was trying to make was that the reason I was upset is the fact that I felt I was losing one of my good friends. The way I feel about Jay is irrelevant to our friendship. I can put that aside when we hang out. I have been for a while now. I'll get over him completely, probably sooner than later. I just don't want our friendship to end up like me and Erik's. I never planned on saying anything to him about what happened. I am not going to try and make more of what happened than what it was: a drunken mishap. I'm not stupid. I am just upset that he's willing to risk our friendship over something so trivial. We've had many conversations about things and I thought we were on the same page. I figured he would understand that I wouldn't make anything out of this, but I guess I was wrong. Why else would he be ignoring me now? I have some ideas but I'm keeping them to myself.
Oh well hell with it. If he wants to talk to me and act normal, he knows how to get ahold of me. If not, thats cool too.
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[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006
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That lyric pretty much sums up how I'm feeling. more or less.
*WARNING* this post is going to be whiny.
So alright. Most of you know that I am the one who doesn't get attached and what not. Well, there are like 3 exceptions to that, ie: Erik, Jay, JD. Those are about the only 3 that I've really actually liked.
Okay well it is bothering me how much this whole Jay thing is bothering me. I thought I was pretty much done with that. I accepted the fact that he wasn't into me and I finally got to the point where I could hang out with him and not feel all whatever. That was like a year ago. Yea, its still in the back of my mind that I wouldn't mind actually dating him, but I was alright for the most part.
So now, after the 'incident' on Thursday, and now that he's most likely ignoring me, I am pretty upset about it. I know that what happened didn't mean anything, and I'm not expecting him to like date me or whatever, because I'm never more than that to anyone, but I think he thinks I am and thats why he wont return my calls. That really sucks, because he's fun to hang out with. I won't lie, it felt really good to get close to him like that, it felt right. It was weird. I can't really explain how it was. Now he's gonna be weird about it and he doesn't need to. He knows that I'm into him, he has for pretty much the entire 3 years that I have been. We've discussed it many times. We were at an understanding. Now this happened and he's freaking out. For no reason. It would be so much easier for me to forget about it if he would just talk to me like normal. This sucks.
Oh well. I know some of you know Jay personally and I really could care less if you tell him what I wrote. It's nothing he doesn't know. Maybe he would get over it and talk to me if you did. Who knows. All I know is I'm tired of being everyone's "DIRTY LITTLE SECRET" thats all I am to all the guys. They won't date me, or admit they hook up with me, but they call me and shit. It's okay. Thats how I learned to detach myself from these things. Its hard for me to care about some one on that level, so Jay should really feel priviledged. He also has sent me some mixed signals in the past too. Times when just the two of us hung out. Yea. I don't know. I'm kinda cofused. I should just forget about him. And all the other guys I know, that I'm not good enough for. Like Nick, or Jason, and Erik. I am going to quit trying to find a guy to actually date. I'm not going to waste anymore of my time or energy. I'm not getting involved with anymore either. I may keep my friends with benefits that I have now, but maybe not. I'll just cut them all off. No more being a sugar momma either, Sorry Derik and David, and Amy and whoever else I've taken out and partied with lately. I'm done. I've tried, and everything I do isn't quited good enough.
Well, now that that is all out, I'm going to go to bed or something.
Bye guys.
Oh yea. I bought an XBOX 360 yesterday and its sweet.
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[Sunday
May 21st, 2006
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Yea. So, whats up.
I'm working. Lets see. Yea, Friday night I definitely didn't do shit. I went to sleep then woke up later in the night and watched Boondock Saints, then went back to sleep. Had nice dreams about Sean Patrick Flannery and Norman Reedus blowing people away.
Saturday I had to work morning shift so I drug my ass out of bed at 6am and got ready and left. Dude we were so effing busy this weekend. It was stupid. On top of all these stupid ass customers asking stupid ass questions, there were like a billion birds that had gotten into the vent. Okay so there was only about 6 or 8. But they kept making obnoxious bird noises all effing day, and I kept getting them out and shooing them out the door, but they kept coming back in. Then, all my damn paper work was messed up because Larry got shitfaced the night before and didn't enter a lot of stuff into the system or if he did it was wrong. So I called one of the other desk clerks and he came in and helped me work it all out. Ugg. I thought I was going to leave at 3 but ended up having to stay until 6. At one point in the afternoon, these two hot guys came in and they were all like "hey do you like art? Wanna buy some? Here, we'll show you some" So they got some paintings and whatnot and showed them to me. I was talking to them and we were flirting with eachother. The one guy named Seth had FABULOUS hair, so I took a picture of it on my phone. Will post later. The other guy gave me his cell number, "in case I had any questions about the print". Right. The business number was on the reciept. heh. I did buy one, its neat. I think the one guy's name was Jeff, but I'm not sure. Seth wants to go to the strip club with us. Then I said something about myspace and Seth goes, "I came accross your face on myspace, but I wiped it off" I didn't get it at first. Then I laughed my ass off. Then they went about their business selling art. Word.
Then I went home and hung out for a while. Then Tiff and Derik invited me over, so I went over there. I tried to call Jay but he wasn't home and didn't call me back. I asked Derik if he had said anything about Thursday night. I'm worried he might ignore me for a while because of what happened. or maybe he's getting weird about it. Then I was sitting over there and he called to tell them he wasn't coming out. I thought it was because I was there, but Tiff said he was already not going to show before he even knew I was going to be there. So I don't really know what to think. I'm not going to call him for a while, so he doesnt think I'm ya know, whatever. I really would like to ya know, whatever, but whatever. Okay that was kinda hard to follow. Simply put, I do like Jay, I have for like 3 years, and he knew, and now that we kinda hooked up, I don't know how he feels about it. So, I'm gonna play it by ear I guess... God I suck at these things. I'm gonna have to call him tomorrow, because I invited him to go to the MSI concert with me and I'm buying tickets tomorrow. See if he still wants to go... Hope so. Anyways. So we had some Smirnoff Punch and played a couple games. Christopher Robin came over. I haven't seen him since New Years. he's cool. Then one of Tiff's friends from work came over. Oh yea. Earlier in the evening Amy had called me to see what I was doing. I told her not much and she said she wasn't going to the bar because she was broke. She then started obviously hinting that I should pick up the tab for the night, and I told her that I was going to Tiffs, that I wasn't going to the bar anyways. She wanted to come over there but when we called she didn't answer. Surprise... Whatever. She only wants to hang out when she know's I'm buying drinks. Bitch.
Anyways. I played The Godfather on XBOX. OH MY EFFING GOD that game is awesome! I want it really bad. Then we all went to bed.
Tiff took me to work, and here I am! Good times. My morning was shit. I opened the side panel on the vent and found out that there were about 8 baby birds inside the vent. Well they were bigger, like ready to leave the nest size. Yea then they started flying everywhere, and customers were trying to catch them and shit. It was rediculous. Finally one of my housekeepers and Larry's wife managed to catch all the babies and let them go outside. I haven't seen or heard from any of the babies or the mom since. Thank god, the noise was making me want to shoot some one. Then I had a couple ASShole customers. Fuck them. God some people are so fucking stupid. Then my paperwork was fucked up because the weekend night guy can't do his job. I finally got everything figured out, and now I need to go close out my shift. Then I'm going home. Yea. Woo Hoo.
The special uncut edition of Boondock Saints is coming out soon! if it hasn't already. I am so buying it, even if I did just buy the regular version.
I get tattooed tomorrow! I am so ready. I can't wait.
Alright. I'm out yo.
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[Friday
May 19th, 2006
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Yea. Last night was INSANE... but first...
Yesterday I didn't have to work so I hung out at the hotel for a while. I didn't know I wasn't working until I got there. Larry bought us pizza. Then I went to the library to look for some books to read. While I was there Nick called me and told me to come over, so I went. I took Boondock Saints and we watched that. Then we did bad things, and I had to get the truck back because I left my dad a note saying that I had gone to my moms and would be back around 8. Then I called Derik to see what they were doing....
Jay ended up coming out and picking me up, then we went to the 8ball where Derik and David were. We played some pool, did some shots and then went to Sirens. (a strip club). It was couples night, so Jay and I pretended to be together so we got in for free. It was Deriks first time ever at a strip club. But, all of the girls were not hot at all, and they were kinda scary, so we decided to leave and go to Dockside Dolls. Yea thats where it was at man. I love that place. So I bought David and Derik dances, and they were gone for a while. Meanwhile Jay and I were loading up some sluts with some singles. Then the guys came back. We drank a shit ton, watched some more girls... Then I had like 3 strippers dancing on me, and I made out with them and licked one's nipples and stuff. Jay David and Derik were loving it. So was I. Then I bought myself and David a dance together. At some point in the evening, I think I attacked Jay. We made out a lot at Dockside and we were holding hands and stuff. SWEET! I also tried to conquer David, and I think I almost suceeded, I think I kissed him, but I'm not too sure on that one. Derik was FUCKED up. We all were actually. When we first got there, I went to sit in one of the chairs, and they are on wheels. Well, I missed the chair and fell on my ass. I swear Jay moved it, but he says he didn't. It was funny. I was so making out with strippers and feeling them up. It was bad ass. Then I guess we left Dockside, and Derik went home. I don't remember leaving the bar, and I don't remember Jay taking David home. He has a small truck so I don't know where he was sitting. Then Jay says we went to a third strip club, Plush, but didn't go in. I know I got upset about the money I spent, and was crying about it. I am not going to say what I spent, because it was an insane amount. At some point in the evening I bought a third pack of gum. I have no recollection of that. Then after we dropped David off, we went back to Jay's house in Pataskala. I vaguely remember playing with some ones penis, I'm guessing it was Jay's. I woke up and I didn't have my pants on, and Jay had moved to the couch. He said I kicked him out of the bed. Aww! I know I didn't have sex with him because its one of those weeks. I liked making out with him. I have been trying to get some out of him for like 3 years. Then we got up at 7:30 and he took me home so we could go to work. I was still drunk when I got there. I have odd bruises on my arms and my thumb, and my legs are killing me. I don't know why. We had one hell of a good time though.
Then after work I came home and slept all day, and I'm about to go back to bed. I feel like ass still.
See ya.
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[Wednesday
May 17th, 2006
11:54pm] |
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I'm a little sad today. Not sure why. Just one of those days. I have those sometimes...
So this week has been boring. I didn't work Monday or Tuesday. Yesterday I went to campus to talk to Mike and AJ at Evolved. I have an appointment with Mike on Monday. I'm SO excited to be getting back into the shop. My back will finally be done sometime soon! I gave AJ my Calvin and Hobbes books so he could draw them up. I'm way happy about that too. I effing love Calvin and Hobbes. Ask any of my friends, I am the real-life girl version of Calvin. Then Sarah and I went to lunch at Champps. I fucking hate the way they spell it though. WHY DO THEY NEED TWO P'S? Anyways. After that we went to Easton to Macy's and I bought some Lancome make-up, and a Kathy Van Zeeland purse. Its pretty fabulous. Then we got Starbucks, I gotta have my Peppermint Mocha Frapps man. Then I went home.
Today I worked from 7 to 4. It was way boring. Then I went to class. Then to Meijer. I bought some cheap cds:
* Reflections of Nature: Pachelbel In Harmony with the Sea. (Canon in D Major, with wave sounds)
* The Classical Album 2005 (Various opera and classical music)
* The Best of Scottish Pipes & Drums
* Andrea Bocelli: Amore
They are very decent.
I also bought one of the GREATEST movies EVER:
BOONDOCK SAINTS.
Fucking awesome. Maggie and Dan and I used to watch it almost everyday at the apartment. One day we actually watched it 3 times. Thats really sad, I know.
The best part was it was only like $9.99!!!! Badass.
"Is everything o-bee k-bee Roc?" "No, wear the mask, you look REAL SCARY!" "Name one thing we're gonna need the stupid rope for!" "Is that right Rambo?"
Ahh yea. Gotta watch that tomorrow. Can't wait. I was going to buy Pirates of the Carribean and Dodgeball too but I changed my mind for now. They didn't have 2004 Peter Pan, or else I would have gotten that too.
Well, I am pooped. Going to bed now. Night Guys!
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| Getting closer... |
[Sunday
May 14th, 2006
8:28pm] |
Well I'm one step closer to getting my license back. I took the 8 hr remedial driving course this weekend. Woo hoo! Now all I need to do is get my dad to let me insure one of his cars, pay my fees and take the tests. YES. I can't effing wait!
It was a relatively boring week. I went to work and class on Monday. Nick drunken dialed me Monday night at around 1am. Then I worked for a few hours Tuesday, then came home. Read my book, took a nap. Wednesday didn't do anything, nor did I on Thursday. Friday I did the first 4 hours of that class, then came home, did laundry and went to bed.
Saturday I did the other 4 hours and then went to work, but they didn't need me so I went home and took a nap. Then Amy called me, and I wasn't going to go with her to the bar, but my dad was hella drunk and being obnoxious, so I went. Chuck my bartender was off, because him and a bunch of the other guys were at our friend Seans bachelor party. They all rolled up to the bar in a stretch Hummer limo. It was effing sweet. I went out and partied in it with them periodically through the evening. They had porn playing in there. It was awesome. Then Allen went out there with this hot chick and we climbed in to see what they were doing, and I accidentally saw his weiner. :/ Then at the end of the night I ended up going to Brian's hotel with him. He's the one guy that I was talking to a couple weeks ago and he invited me to his room but I couldn't go b/c Amy wanted to leave. But this time he offered to take me home in the morning so I went... Man. He is so hot. We got it on for a while then went to sleep and got up at 7:30 so he could take me home so I could go to work. Turned out I didn't have to work, but I didn't know that till I got there, so that sucked. Oh well.
I was going to go to my moms, but she wouldn't let me drive over. She told me she would be really pissed off at me if I drove myself overthere. So I didn't go.
Amy is such an asshole. Okay, so remember when I wrote about how she got pissed off at me when I told her I thought her neighbor was hot? Okay, well last night, Chuck was hella drunk and stuff, and he was trying to hit on Amy. Well, everyone knows, Chuck included, that I am like completely in love with him. So she goes ahead and starts rubbing up on him and sitting on his lap and crap. Now, thats not what pissed me off. I could care less if they fuck or whatever, sharing is caring, we aren't together. What pisses me off is the fact that I get bitched out if I even TALK to someone she likes, but its perfectly okay for her to do it. God. I hate girls so much sometimes. Oh well, I got some action and she didnt. HAHA.
This was humorous. She didn't have any money, and the whole night she was like "man, I need a beer, but I don't have any money." Like hinting that she wanted me to buy her one. So I said, "Oh, that sucks, go find some guy to buy you one." Then I'd go buy a drink for myself. haha
Well... I guess thats all. I may be back later. I'm bored...
BYE!
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[Monday
May 8th, 2006
10:16pm] |
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So. How was everyone's weekend? Mine was alright I guess.
I didn't realy do anything all week but work. I worked my ass off. Since Last Sunday, I've cleaned over 100 rooms. Insane.
I have felt like poop all week because my allergies are kicking in.
Friday I was feeling really crappy, and I went into work. Larry was like, can you watch the desk so I can run to the post office? I agreed, and told him to hurry up so I could do my work and go home. About a half hour later he called. When I answered he goes "Man, you sound bad, is there anything I can bring you to make you feel better? You want some food?" I said, "No, just yourself, so I can do my work and go the fuck home and go to bed. Thats it." He goes "Wait! I know what will make you feel better, I'll be there soon" So he gets back about half hour later and tosses me two airplane sized bottles of Seagrams Gin. He goes "Those should make you feel alright. Hide them, don't let my wife see them" Yea larry, get me all liquored up at work. I drank one.
Then after I got off, I went to the mall to shop. Amy didn't answer or return my calls all day. So I bought some pants, paid my phone bill, got my hair trimmed, got my nails done, and by the way the little chinese guy that did them was a complete PSYCHO. He giggled the entire time. I don't know why, but he just kept giggling. It really creeped me out. Then I went to Macy's and bought expensive perfume. Its Givenchy Very Irresistable. It smells awesome. It better, it was like 68 bucks. Then I went to DSW and bought really cute shoes.
Then I went over to the Olive Garden to hang out with Sarah, Karen and Lauren. Karens hair is way cute. We sat for a while, then I gave the waiter the other bottle of Gin and we were on our way. Then I went home to wait for Amy to call.
She never called. So I watched the rest of the Godfather movies and went to bed.
Saturday I worked, then went home. Amy finally decided to call and see if I wanted to go to the bar. I went, just because I was bored and I wanted to wear my new clothes. We got there and she started being a complete asshole like she has been the past couple weeks. She has this attitude that she runs the bar and she's better than everyone else. I went over to my bartender Jason, and he told me the bottle of Absolut Apeach he ordered for me was in. I was excited. So I got a drink from him. Then we made our rounds and hung out. Amy steadily got more bitchy, so I hung out with other people. Then Jeff, who is friends with Amy's ex, Tom, came up to me and told me that he and tom and some other people would be at he bar on a friday in a couple weeks. Well I guess he said something to Amy about it and she flipped out. She has a stalker protection order against tom, so he's not supposed to be anywhere that she's likely to be. So she told Jeff that Tom couldn't come. First of all, its a public bar. Second, she doesn't go on Fridays. I asked her why should she care if he was there on a night when she wasn't going to be there and she was like, ' I will be here that night just so he can't come in. This is my bar." She even went and said something to the owners and all the security. I told her she was being a dumb cunt and stop being such an asshole. Then I told her to take her drunk ass home. She did. Angel and I stayed and hung out. Angel then informed me that Amy had been talking smack about me for the past two weeks. Which I believe, because Angel isn't the only one to tell me that. I could care less. I am pretty much tired of hanging out with her up there anyways. She was getting pissed off at me because all of the people i talk to up there don't talk to her, and she wants all of the attention all the time. And to get it she gets all drunk and starts acting like a dumb slut. I am also tired of paying for most of her drinks on our tab and then she'll deny drinking as much as she does, and blames it on everyone else. Fuck that shit. So just to get to her, I told Nick, one of the bouncers that she's fucked around with, that she told me he had a small weiner. She did actually say that. So yesterday, she calls me and was like " Did you talk to nick? What was said, because he doesn't want to talk to me anymore." I told her exactly what I said, and she said "Well, thanks. I'm done. I'm not going to hang out with people from the bar anymore. I'm done." Then she hung up on me. YAY! It worked! That is exactly what I was hoping would happen. Now she can go get her 16yr old cousin and her little friends drunk like she usually does. I'm glad she won't talk to me. SHe only called me when she wanted to get drunk anyways, just because I usually pay most of the tab. She never answered her phone if I called during the week. Fuck that shit. Good riddance. We'll see how long she actually stays away from the bar. I am going to ride up with Angel until I get my license back.
Sunday I worked and came home and watched the rest of Stephen King's Rose Red. I had watched half of it Saturday night.
I am going to change my major to accounting, and take regular classes. I totally bombed this quarter, I haven't turned in homework in my online classes for like 2 weeks or 3. I'm starting over summer quarter. Yep.
OOOH YEA. I also scheduled an apppointment with Mike today! I am so effing excited about that. I love getting tattooed. I also talked to AJ, another artist at the shop, and he's going to do my Calvin and Hobbes tattoo. I made sure Mike wouldn't get mad for me cheating on him with AJ, but its all good.
Well, I think I'm going to go now, and I'll leave you with the picture of the guys I met at the hotel that I mentioned in the other post. This picture was taken at 10:30 am...
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[Wednesday
May 3rd, 2006
4:42pm] |
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So hows it goin? I kinda disappeared for awhile didn't I? Sorry bout that. LIfe's been pretty okay the past couple weeks. Actually its been more than pretty okay. Lets see....
I don't remember what I wrote about last time, and I don't feel like checking, so if I repeat myself, sorry...
This past weekend was hella funny. I worked my ass off, but it was all worth it. We had a group of rooms for a wedding party that checked in. About 4 of the rooms were all HOT guys about my age. I had to work the desk Wed, Thurs, and Fri, so I got to talk to them a lot. Two of the guys dragged a pull out sofa that Larry had put outside to the edge of the lake and passed out out there while they were fishing Friday night. I laughed my ass off. Then on Saturday, I had to clean rooms, and one of the guys (the hottest one) kept bugging me and asking me for stuff. Then I was waiting for them to leave and go to the wedding so I could get into my last room. The hot guy came up to me looking all hot in his tux and was like, "Hey, do you want a beer?" I was like "Hell yea." So he gave me a beer, then came up to me and leaned in and whispered, "I have Jack Daniels too... Want some?" I of course said yes, and he poured about two shots into my cup. It was sweet. It was about 2:30. Then one of the girls in the room that I was waiting to clean told me not to worry about it. So I went to wait for my dad. I was sitting outside and all the guys were milling about the parking lot getting ready to go. Hot guy, by the way, he had totally awesome hair, came up to me and goes "Hey do you want to finish this beer?" and handed me his half empty beer. I drank it. Then my dad pulled up, but I waited for dude to come back out, and told him to come to the Club. His friend Brandon took my number. Then I went home and took a nap. Then Amy and I went to Sundance.
The guys didn't call...
This really hot guy named Bryan thats a regular at the bar that I was talking to invited me to his hotel room, but I couldn't go because Amy wanted to go home. Damn. He's hot.
Then on Sunday, I went to work, and found out that two of the guys got kicked out of the hotel. It was hot awesome hair guy and his friend. They came back over to my hotel and came up to me, and were like "Dude, we got kicked out! It sucked!" I guess they got all fucking drunk and loud, so Larry called the cops. They wouldn't have gotten kicked out but the one guy mouthed off to the cop. DUH. I had found like 8 Miller Lites in one of the rooms and had them stacked on my cart, and I gave them to the guys. I figured if I would have left them on there, I would have started drinking them and been drunk by noon. Then they went to pack their stuff so they could check out. Next thing I know, I hear someone going, "Dude, what are you doing? Where the hell are you going?" Then my hot guy came into the room I was in and was like, "Hey honey, we're outta here! I just wanted to say bye! Maybe we'll come back up and see ya sometime" And he gave me a big hug. It was cute! I miss those guys. I got a picture of him and the other guy that got kicked out, and I'll post it as soon as I get home. Then I cleaned their rooms....
No kidding, I took at least 4 empty 30-packs out of each of the 4 rooms they were in. Thats like 120 beers! In two days! Crazy. Those rooms were a fucking mess. And they didn't tip me either. I didn't expect them to though... Oh well.
HAHAHA. I almost forgot. Friday night I went over to Tiff and Deriks to have a cook out and bloody marys. We invited Amy and her neighbor, Matt, over and Jay as well. So we're all sitting there hanging out, Amy gets all pissy and goes to pass out. Then Matt was going to go get some drugs or whatever, and Jay went with him. They came back a bit later and said they were going to go to some bar. So they left again. The rest of us went inside an did whatever. Tiff took me to work the next morning, and Jay and Matt hadn't came back yet. I'm at work, and Tiff calls me and tells me that Matt had asked Jay if he wanted to sleep in his bed with him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I can't wait to rag on Jay about that. That is fucking hilarious. I can only imagine what Jay said.
I got my student loan check Saturday! So now I can pay my fines and get the ball rolling on gettitng my license back. WOO HOO.
I rented all three of the Godfather movies from the library yesterday, so that should be fun.
OOh. I didn't have to work yesterday, and I was online around noon, and Nick got online. He talked me into coming over to his house, and yea. He has a nice weiner. He's so hot. I wonder if he'll read this... Oh well. Heehee. He saved my drunken text message that I sent him two weeks ago. I thought that was funny.
Well, I'm about done now, so I'll go. Thanks for reading all this guys!
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| Alright. I'm in a grumpy mood again. |
[Monday
April 24th, 2006
5:01pm] |
Yea, so, my birthday weekend sucked. Well, it wasn't that bad, but it wasn't great either.
Friday, I hustled to get done at work so I could get my check cashed, meet up with Tiff. I got to her house, then we left to go shopping. I bought myself a 4GB iPod Nano, and colored tubes to put on it. Then we went to Starbucks and back to her house. I went down to the basement and started transfering music from my cds to Deriks computer, and then He came home. I continued that until Jay and Amy showed up, then we left to go to Joe's Crab Shack for dinner. Maggie was going to meet us there. So we're all sitting there, and Maggie hasn't shown up yet. Then she called and said she'd be there soon. So we order... Yea, then she calls back and says she got into an accident. She was okay. So we finished eating and then went to see how Maggie was. We get to the scene, and as we're walking over there, there was a big huge puddle, and Amy tried to jump it. Well, she made it, but then slipped and fell right back into it. It was fucking hilarious. I laughed my nuts off, so did the cops. Then we went to the 8ball to shoot some pool.
Everyone that I called, except for Tiff, Derik, Maggie, Amy and Jay, ended up not showing up, or not even returning my calls. I called about 20 people. My mom and brother didn't even call me to say happy birthday. Then Amy left early, and we all stayed till closing. I got a piece of cake for free, and it was really good. Gabe came out with Maggie, and Benny came out for a little bit. Then we went back to Tiffs, they went to bed and I went to mess around with the ipod. At first I couldn't get it to work, the computer wouldn't register it. I got really mad, because I mean, I just dropped almost $300 dollars on the thing and it wasn't working. But then I fiddled around with some things and got it to work.
Saturday I went to work, where a friend of mine called and said they were gonna stop by and see me, but I got stood up. Again. Then I came home and took a nap. This time I didn't take any money to the bar. A lot of people bought shots for me, so it was an okay night. I was hoping to get some wafer, but didn't happen.
I worked Sunday and thats about it.
Today I worked. My dad has 3 vehicles, a truck, a grand prix and my old cavalier. The grand prix isn't running right now. So today I asked him if I got it fixed would he sell it to me. He said no. Then I asked him if after I get my license back would he let me drive the truck just until I could get a car for myself. He said No. What the fuck? Thats pretty shitty if you ask me. He can only drive one car at a time. And its not like he doesn't know where I live. He's like, well, I need the truck. I said, um, I'm not going to run off with it, I just need it to go to work and school, and stuff. What a bastard. Yea, thanks for helping me out dad. I'll just walk. I mean, I was going to pay to get the car fixed, and I'm paying the insurance and for the gas, why the hell wouldn't he let me borrow it? That sucks so much ass. Fucker.
Well, I'm out for now, gotta go to class.
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| 2 hours till my birthday! |
[Thursday
April 20th, 2006
10:26pm] |
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Yep. I'm gonna be 23 in about two hours. Woo fucking Hoo. Anyways.
How are you all? Hopefully everyone's alright.
So I had to take my Sociology exam today. Well, I figured I'd majorly fail, because out of the 4 chapters I was supposed to read, I read about half of the first one, and I didn't review any of the course materials that were on the website. I couldn't get the videos and such to work on my lame ass computer. Yea, so I ended up getting a 32 out of 40! Thats so not bad for not having studied at all. I should probably start actually reading that stuff. I tried to read it about 4 times, but I just couldn't get into it, I kept getting distracted.
I actually turned in all of my English homework on time too! Even the rough draft of my essay. I'm proud of myself.
I can't wait to go shopping tomorrow! IPOD! WOOT! Its going to be sweet having it at work. I like to listen to music at work, but I hate the radio. I asked my boss what he was getting me for my birthday, and the first thing he said was a six pack. Ha. My boss is funny, of course he'd say that, he drinks all the time. Last week he went to Cleveland and he told me he was drinking Captain Morgan and Coke all the way up there, and on Monday morning he was like, Man I have a hangover, I'm drinking red wine, but it's not helping. Yea. Thats the guy that's running the hotel....
I want a bunch of people to come hang out with me tomorrow night for my birthday, but I don't think anyones coming! Maggie should be, and Tiff and Derik. I've called like 10 people but no one has called me back. Poop. Oh well. Benny is coming. Benny is cool.
MAGGIE- MAKE PEOPLE COME TOMORROW NIGHT. I DONT CARE WHO, LIKE DAN OR STEVE OR TONY OR WHOEVER........
Derik is going to let me use his Mac to put songs on my IPOD. Benny does tech support for Apple, so if it stops working he can fix it for me. Swert on!
I was at work today and I found an empty vibrator package. Sweet. The best part was the people that were in that room were old! I'm talkin like 60s. Yea. thats funny.
Well, I am going to go read, watch some porn, then go to sleep. I'll update either saturday or sunday night, depending on how I'm feeline... I should be fine, because I am refusing to spend any money at all at the bars this weekend after the insane amount I spent last weekend. If that means I'm not drinking on my birthday, that is just fine with me. I don't want to be all fuckered up at work anyways.
Later homies!
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| Hey, I'm in a better mood! |
[Monday
April 17th, 2006
9:32pm] |
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Whats up? I'm not in a "I'm going to kill everyone" kind of mood anymore. I feel a lot better.
This weekend was okay. Friday I don't remember what I did......... Shit. hang on. I don't think I did anything after work. Wait, I cleaned my room, did my laundry, washed all my blankets and sheets and stuff. Yea. Good times.
Saturday I worked, then came home did some homework, and ate some ham. Then Amy came to get me. Went to Sundance. MEL was there! actually, BOTH Mels were there. Mel from Florida is in town! That makes me super happy. I haven't seen her in so long. It was good to see the other Mel too. Chris was there, I love Shibby. At one point in the evening, I actually said to him, "Chris, If I didn't know and like Nicole, I'd try to hit on you a lot." Then I told him I could keep a secret... Wow. I really need to not try and seduce Chris. Then I hit on Jason the bartender some, as well as Adam. I wanted some penis but I didn't get any. That might also be because I got completely TRASHED. I haven't been that drunk in a LONG time. Whoa. I was drinking Three Olives Grape Vodka and cranberry, jager bombs and cherry bombs. Woo hoo. I drank enough that I somehow ended up spending 140 dollars between two tabs. The tab with adam was only like 15 bucks, but I think I tipped him 40. I dont even remember what I gave to chuck. I'm scared to find out. Then Amy and I went to White Castle and then I went home and passed out. I don't really remember anything after white castles though. I didn't drunk and dial or drunk and text anyone though, thats awesome! I actually didn't try and get Erik to come home with me!!!!! That is a big deal for me.
Sunday I worked, and almost died. I felt like I got hit by a bus. It sucked so much ass. After work I went home and passed the fuck out, and didn't get out of bed until this morning.
I got a 50 cent raise though, so thats sweet. I was hoping for a buck, but I'll take what I can get.
I worked today and then went to class. My instructor is so hot. I want to touch his schlong. Thats bad, isn't it? I really need to stop wanting to touch certain people's weiners. I think I only want to touch these certain weiners because I know I can't have them, or that I shouldn't have them... Oh well.
Hey guess who talked to me a little bit ago... Nick. I thought he was gone, but I sent a mass im on yahoo and he answered me. He wasn't ignoring me after all. So he says. Hopefully not, anyways, I'm gonna call him sometime. Then play with his penis lol...
FRIDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY MOTHERFUCKERS! ANYONE WHO WANTS TO PARTY WITH US, GET AHOLD OF ME, AND I WILL LET YOU KNOW WHEN AND WHERE WE WILL BE FOR SURE. IF YOU DON'T HAVE MY NUMBER AND WANT IT, SAY SO. FRIDAY IS NOT YET PLANNED, BUT SATURDAY WE WILL FOR SURE BE AT SUNDANCE, AKA THE BIG EASY. BE THERE DAMNIT!
okay then, I'm going to go now. Have fun kids!!!!
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April 13th, 2006
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So whats up fuckers? (I'm sorry, but I'm grumpy)
Yea, so work was lame today. As usual. I deep cleaned some tubs today with my Mr Clean Magic Eraser. That was alright.
Oh yea. Heh. So last night, as you know, I posted some pictures. Well I also posted them on my Yahoo 360 profile. (fuzzyllamas) Well remember how I told you about Nick not talking to me? Well after I posted the new pictures, I sent a mass instant message to my entire buddy list on yahoo. I had yet to delete him from there. Anyways, today he apparently got the message and looked at my pictures, cuz he called me today and we talked for a while, like usual. He didn't even say anything about disappearing last week or not calling me. I didn't feel like bringing it up either. So he decided he wanted to stop by my work and see me, so I said okay... Well I don't know what he thought. He didn't really talk to me much, he talked to his friend. Then he said to call him when I got off work. So I called, and as I figured, he didn't answer and hasn't returned my call. What is wrong with you guys? I put pictures up, so he knew what I looked like, and I even told him I was a fat kid. I dont know. Maybe he's busy. RIIIIGHT. OH WELL. Fuck it. If he wants to talk to me cool. If not, cool.
My dad is such a fucking dumbass. So generally, when your gas light comes on, you get gas right? Yea, me too. Well my dad comes to pick me up today and the gage is like below E. Does my dad stop at one of the 4 gas stations by my work? NO. He said, "I am not stopping here, I'll make it to Sunbury." Yea, well he didn't. So we ran out of gas in the parkinglot behind the old IGA. He gets all pissed of and storms out of the car and starts walking to UDF. Which is maybe a mile away, if that. He comes back with a can of gas, puts it in and gets in the car. Then he looks at me and says, "thanks for your help." WHAT? Its not my fault you didn't get gas earlier! Then he goes, "way to go, you didn't even get out of the car. Maybe next time I'll carry you. I can't believe you made an almost 60yr old man walk to get the gas." FUCK YOU. I would have had the sense to put some GOD DAMN gas in the FUCKING car BEFORE the gage reached EMPTY. God.
I mean, COME ON.
But, as usual with my dad, he's always right and everyone else is just stupid.
Fuck it.
Mary was here when we got home. I went to put my stuff in the house. They were going to go pick up Emma. I was going to go, but yea they left with out me. WTF? Okay. Sure. They are still gone, and they probably went to dinner. Yea thanks for waiting for me.
Wow, I was in a good mood earlier, but all of the sudden I'm fucking all kinds of pissy.
okay then. I think I'm done ranting for the moment. Later.
Okay, yea, so I'm editing... I forgot one MORE thing that pissed me off. So In the car my dad was bitching about the phone bill. I owe my dad like 20 bucks for the rest of the calls from David. Yea, that reminded me that he hasn't called me since he got out. That mother fucker used me just as someone to talk to while he was in there. I shoulda not talked to him. Fucking bullshit, I'm a cool person, why do people fuck with me so much? God, I'm always nice to people, even after they fuck me over. I can be an asshole, just ask Maggie. But I don't like to be. But I guess now I'm going straight back to FUCK YOU asshole mode. Oh yea.
Hey what the hell is this --> \\\\\
Okay, thats it. Possible edit later. the night is still young.
Thanks for reading all this those of you who did.
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[Tuesday
April 11th, 2006
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Well, I did it. I actually did it. I decided to retire my wrist piercings tonight. They just weren't healing and looked bad, so I took them out. I am really sad about that too. I really liked them, but I didn't want my arms to fall off. I'm not doing them again either. The last two times I had them done I was forced to take them out against my will and thats why I redid them. But this time they are staying out. Damn. They were bad ass. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to find somewhere else to pierce next. Ooh yea.
Still no word from Nick. Yea. Hey, no sweat off my ass, I gave it a couple days, and now I really don't care. His numbers are getting deleted from my phone as I type. Bye dude!
I wrote my 3 page English essay this morning. I didn't have to work so I figured I'd use the day to get it done. It only took me an hour or so. I totally crapped my way through it, so we'll see what I get on it. Stupid essays.
Some good news, I finally started my period today, after having skipped last month. It's only good news because the last person I slept with was Erik... I really wasn't worried because we used a condom and he didn't ejaculate anywhere near my vaginal area. And if you can get pregnant from swallowing I'd have repopulated the world about 4 times already. I just seem to skip a month everytime I do it, so I get kinda weary of it sometimes.
Yea so anyways... I don't have much else to say, so I'm going to go watch a movie or something.
Bye you guys.
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